Deeply Sad When you be the last one to know!!

Today is Friday 31/07/09, I should be very happy because I like Friday~~~After a month came back from penang, only realised that in fact the watch being presented to Ben is lost (2008 Bday present) . How could he didn't inform me when the first he knew about it??


I have been noticed it past few weeks ago, but just didn't ask him, because i saw him wear the Rolex watch that his dad bought for him. So yesterday night, when i was on the phone with him, asked him about this issue, then only he started to related the story to me, saying that actually the watch have been putting into the luggage for check in. And realised that it been lost after claimed back the luggage checked in.


In my heart, I just thought that the watch is not suppose to keep in the luggage, it supposed to be wear!!!Or the watch from beginning till now never been appreciated??He said wanna buy and replaced it.....But how could a present replaced just like that~~~It's lost means lost, replacing is just a matter to make him feel better, but it won't be a meaningful item again~~~
To be frank, the watch is lost, I am very sad but the most sad one is I am the last one to know about it~~~B, i would like to tell you that I know you don't mean to lost it and i also can't blame you afterall. Human tend to make mistake, but learning from mistake is very important to grow you to be a good person.


Man never learn to be a detailed creature when there is something happened----only they started to be good, appreciate , caring , loves and feel sorry for you. But they never know, one day it will be turning worse!!I also understand man & woman is from different planet, they learn to live in each other world~~become a better human being & tolerate each other to make their life to a better day~~

Baiyoke Sky in Bangkok~~

Oh, Look ring is inside the Salmon Sushi~~~

Waau, romantic buffet dinner~~~

On 17/07/09, we are in Bangkok for the 3rd day, we been lot of places in past 2 days. Tonight, we are going to eat buffet for our lovely dinner in Baiyoke Sky Hotel--the tallest building in Bangkok. Waau, what is so great is we can see the Bangkok view in 360!!!So ridiculous~~~

We have choosen the international western & seafood buffet costed RM65++ per person!! Heard from tour guide that the buffet in Baiyoke really nice. Around 5pm++, we reached our hotel, the first house hotel, resting~~~We started to get ready ready mostly at 7pm++.....Guess what?He wear the 3000 thai batt suit--tailored made kot & pant!!!So engtau~~~hahaha, i wear the dress that i just bought on that day itself!!!

When we are walking from our hotel to Baiyoke sky, everyone is looking at him with one kind. Maybe no one shop in the market with wearing kot!!!hahahha...He is the first man perhaps!

So here we reached the hotel, waau the restaurant is located at 82 floor, damn high man, in a blink of eye , here is 82 floor!!We enjoyed our food over there, the tom yam, mussels, Japanese food, dessert!All served very well.....We enjoyed the Bangkok sighseeing while we are having our dinner. What is so funny here, Mr Ben slot the ring inside the Salmon Sushi, he knows me well, he knows that I am going to eat that!!!I took the Sushi and dip with the wasabi sause, one mouth,ooops, eat the whole piece!!!When I biting it, I feel something inside the sushi, never thought is a ring, somemore wanna complaint the food is not clean!!!This Mr Ben kakacaucau---making fun here. It's the diamond ring!!!!I & he laughing like nobody business!!!Really can't imigine he got that 'stupid' idea!!!This is the way to propose???!!!According to him, our first oversea trip was in Bangkok, his proposal also will be in Bangkok....Sound meaningful~~~

I am very happy, dear!!!I accepted it ---I would like to share my whole life with you, no matter happiness & sadness~~~I love you, my dear!!!!Hope we can be always HAPPY>>>

I Love You, MummY

Mummy & Papa

HaPPY FamiLY

Today is Friday 10/07/09, I supposed to be very happy!!But I felt very sad, my heart is so heavy....I felt like crying out so hard!Last Tuesday 07/07/09, mummy called me up and have normal conversation. In the mid of conversation, when I asked her some thing, but she just kept silent for awhile, from there onwards I know something wrong with her, she is very sad which she doesn't want to share out, I keep asking her, she just reply 'nothing'. Sigh, all her worries always keep in her heart, I scared one day she can't take it anymore, I really wish to share all her sadness & happiness with her. Last month, I went back on 06/06/09 for wedding dinner, noticed that family member has changed, everyone keep busy on their laptop - playing games!What the hell is it??The world has changed, my family member that used to cheering out all this while become games addictor!!! I know mummy & dad are very sad seeing their changes, why can't they help out in the family?? We used to be happy family, I am very sad & being so irritated seeing them keep on addicted to play online game!!!What has gone wrong??

I am being so useless...I really stuck in the middle, at times really don't dare to think of it as well, coz I don't know how to make a concrete decision to make everyone around me to be happy. Should I continue to stay in KL / Penang?I know my mummy always wanted me to go back so much which I always wish to....But......I feel so helpless!!!!I am confused!! I love her very much & care for her, I wanted to accompany her for the walk of her life..!I am blaming myself if I know she is sick and I just cant do anything!Everyone seems not to understand how I feel, just know how to blame on me why I don't want to come back. Am I choosing the right path to walk my life with ?I try my very best to go back as often as I can, so that I know what's happening in my family, spend a little more time with them~~This is the thing that I wanted to do so much in my life, at times I even cry hardly out of sudden because of missing them so much. I can't help myself of not seeing them even in two months time ,because I don't want to bear with ' regret' in my mind!

GOD, guess only YOU know how I feel, my confusion never been fade away since I was here. My the only wish is to make both of them happy, spend my life with them, I don't want to miss any chances which can make me spend 'a little more times' on them, I wanna love & care for them as much as I could...Mummy & dad, no matter what I willing to do whatever I can to make you all happy, but I am so sorry, because I can't say I will be always at your side, this is the most regret thing that I might have done~~~How I wish to tell you that!

You are my beloved mum & dad, the most happiest thing that I have in my life!!!Your smile is the sunshine to my whole life~~I love YOu, mummy & dad ^-^

Our future Home Sweet Home ^-^

B, Check out! I blog our future house....This is the condominium that both of us bought in Puchong Jaya, Koi Kinrara . How we got to know this area was they sent an invitation mail for me, at that time we are looking for house as well, but it's really prompt action for both of us to buy this house---we decided to buy this condominium on the same day we visited!!!(Mar 2009)Our house is expected to be completed in next year Mar 2010, we are so excited for our home sweet home~~~Last Sunday 05/07/09, we visited our house, get to know that it's actually completed till 23 floor!!It looked like it will be completed soon~~~Waau, really looking for that!!!B, that is our 1st lovely & home sweet home ^-^

***Still remember the days that we are rushing for bank facility & the documentations just to buy this house? We have been quarrelled a lot just because of our future house, but now do you know how sad I am when I listened from you last Sunday 05/06/09, telling that it will be our weekend house??Just wondering why, we struggled very hard our cash flow just for our ' WEEKEND HOUSE'?

But no matter what, I will not change my mind because it will be our Everyday House!!!

Friday Nite & Surprised New Wallet!!!

Friday 03/07/09, we went to watch Transformer 2-the revenge of the fallen, this is a hot selling movie ticket has been booked since tuesday, hahaha, it is through e-ticketing!Yes, finally got this ticket, showing time is at 11pm!We went to one U to have our dinner-Nippon Yataimura, hmm, ramen not bad, tasted yummy, but sushi not nice!!!
Guess what i got for friday night, a new wallet, Braun Buffel wallet, What a surprise!!!He is very smart, put this wallet inside my handbag, i realised it when i kept in housekey in my handbag. Inside the wallet also slot with RM50.00, saying that it will bring lot of prosperity for me in the near future. Thanks ah b, it's a very surprise & happy gift from you, I like it very much!!!Anyway the most important thing that I have from you is the moment that I be with you>>>Thank you